im frustrated cus no one understand hw i feel. all the things, u said..im disappointed. u cant tink in my shoe, hw cn u dono hw i feel..i hope i cn leave this world. im useless..

im rlly not a small kid,
cant u just take my words seriously?.......
im so speechless

You make me love you

tsktsk. ytd was baby's offday. actually doing recuitment wit lesha bt last minute something crops up so baby and i went out instead. tiring day~ public transport & we walked so much. camwhored while waiting fer dinner. macD, he let me see 'maggots in mac' email. like wth, show me whn i dipping in curry sauce lol. we went home early ytd, too tired -.-"



how sad i lost my first bracelet frm him ytd at raffles city. the one he gave me on our first date, the one he wore fer me fer the first time. grrrrrrrrrrrr~ what a cursed place! damn it damn it damn it. i dont even noe how it drop, whatmore i seldom lose my accessories one ok. once in a hundred yrs. i only break dem but nv lose dem. zzzzzzzzzz -.-" i mis my bracelet alr ;/

i cancelled facial today.
menses~ zzzz so happy so sad so restless.
hurhur fetching baby tonite~

i rlly cant manage my money well. stop pointing the fingers at me, i just hope i dont rely on anyone. evryone is sucha biatch. ok yes you! shutup & dont make any comment b4 i blast off ur head.

whos taking my words seriously?

i hate this morning, i hate it rlly.

faye/lesha

These few days are like roller coaster rides. I feel sth weird, freaking weird. First time evr i hav this feeling and it's so unbearable. Phobia i suppose. And i tink im losing my calm,my confidence, my stand and all. Such a loser :/

can you imagine ur closest gf and beloved bf having sex bhind ur back? omg. it just happened. so betrayed and cheated. thats all im feeling at that point of time whn i found out. i wanted to inform my gf's boyfriend and i just dont feel like seeing the both of them anymore. bastard ok. what a disgrace both my closest ;(

what a dream i had last night. haha im stil a lil paranoid wit certains things until now. trust is the word. pls occupy faye wit trust. if not i rlly dono how.

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im off to pack my stuff. miting baby at parkway.

so bloody true.
it's so disappointing..