pussbabypuss-

2010-01-25T00:36:00.002+08:00

A blink and it's going to be feb 2010 =/ Some new things caught my attention. Im so obsessed right now. I feel like creating a wretch album or switch to xanga. blogger is boring and whatmore i dont blog anymore.

Happy 19th months!

2009-11-27T00:53:00.000+08:00

$.$

2009-10-29T00:23:00.000+08:00

ZZZZZZZZZZZZ
I dont like what i seee ;(

2009-10-10T00:56:00.000+08:00

2009-10-05T21:34:00.002+08:00

It've been a long time since i last blogged. Competing with time isnt that easy ya? So many times to do but so little time~

woohoo pay coming again. It means shopping time hahaha. I love this part the most hurhur ;) This fall winter is the love ♥ Totally awesome. Hahahaha footwear comes straight to my mind. Opps but i nid more tops instead. ahhhh whatever all must buy.

Anyways bought my babyboy a tommy watch and a Lg phone as his early birthday present. Should be on the 25th oct but he got it early hahaha. happy boy uh? muacks. Mama bday oso coming. She chose two bags and that her bday present from meeeee ^.^ yeayea i grew fatter and i gained a kg hees.

Ahhh no pictures again i feel so plain my post. It's all in baby's newww phone =/

2009-08-31T00:18:00.006+08:00

Im craving for crabs

2009-08-27T15:08:00.006+08:00

My eyelids are barely open. I still very extremely tired though i slpt slightly earlier last night. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

[EDITED;@11.35PM]

oh well well.
My off day gonna end in a few hours time and back to work tml.
Full shift tml * roll eyes*

Im looking for adoption of kids in poor countries. But I still cant find it online you see. tsktsk hmm i think we sure have volunteers group or whatever it's called in singapore right. hope i could find it soon. huhu

I find my body shape very weird. My boobs getting smaller and I can see a lil of the ribs when im nude recently. yucks i hate it alright. Im trying to take in more meat and i hope the fats dont go to the wrong place. please please go to my boobs not my face or thighs.

2009-08-23T01:44:00.006+08:00

politics at work tsktsk
bloody hell

i detest indian customers,
trying to act eurasians and act pretty.
fucking indians whores
_l_

2009-08-22T01:03:00.002+08:00

labbits ^.^

love them plentyyyyyyy~

2009-08-16T23:44:00.005+08:00

These few days was tiring alright. I think i will get used to it real soon. Tiredness is not the problem. I really hate the blisters on my toes ;( so painful can. Shit you ok. * roll eye *

2009-08-08T21:47:00.005+08:00

:'(

2009-08-07T13:29:00.005+08:00

a last minute mit up wit the girls in town. very quick w/o much plannings. not shopping trip, just a few hours catching up. camwhore in the toilet as usual.

I got sooooo tired aft walking wit my heavy stuff so i took cab home wit daphy. So instead of me going to vivo miting my love, he came over. He came wit one bag paperbag, i tot he bought himself a new shoe at first cus i see a star on the bag. tot it was converse. but noe what?! he surprised me wit a GUESS bag. hehehe~ such a happy girl alright hahahaha. I totally dint expect it at all. love the bag so much thks my meowmeow.

I love you bb^.^

2009-08-03T23:11:00.007+08:00

im simply in love wit my bro's hp ^.^
I have to say the cam just rocks~ hahaha. i guess my next phone will be Sony Errisson! i totally give up on samsung alrights. && i cant believe im starting to like longggg straight hair.

hahahhahaha xuanxuan is gonna kill me whn he see his topless pic. super shy man he. stupid bro. anyway went to centerpoint awhile. I tot of heading home straight but i tot mayb i should just walk ard and get some sunlight haha. I just dont understand how come im turning fairer and fairer each day. & I dont tink staying indoor will make me turn fair right! hmm =/

Ok anyway i ended up at vivo still.
dearest you should noe why~
♥

I feel like eating again -.-"

2009-07-30T23:18:00.005+08:00

hi babyboy. you just left my sight for less than two hours and im missing you alr wth. i miss seeing you everyday, i really do. i'll try not to miss you too much. tsktsk~~

Caught a movie at cathy today. Public Enemies. My favourite guy in the show got killed. ZZZZZZZ nice movie but alot of talking. At least i understand the movie la hahaha. 2 mths to his bday, i still dono what to get for him alright. have to crack my brain this time~

goodnight!

2009-07-29T21:04:00.002+08:00

2009-07-28T00:27:00.003+08:00

cant be bothered wit what outsiders says/think.
they aint us. what do they noe?
i just love this babyboy of mine && i love his mole hurhurhur~

ok muack. im gona talk to my bb.
ciao

2009-07-23T00:20:00.001+08:00

Today's bb off. Im so hapi like a small lil gerl ^.^

rlly dono how to describe that happiness. I miss him so much as hes working full time. yaaaa i noe evrybody nids to work. i missing him so badly this few days. Although i do fetch him frm work but time just aint enough.

Mayb he dono but im always worrying he dont get enough rest and feel sick. Evryday aft 12hrs of work, if i fetch him though we get to mit but he always send me to the door w/o fail. den he hav to take bus home as he borrowed his bike to his bro. luckily we're staying near. Thats not all! He stil talks to me evrynite til ard 2am. Im rlly worried syg. Sometimes when i look at his eyes, it's so heartwrenching ;(

Just a simple day today, slacking, eating together and him cuddling me, having his arms ard me one whole day, im rlly very very hapi. As i said to him, im v easy satisfied these days. i doubt anyone can understand how i feel right now. We've been so attached to each other. B4 that we get to spend alot of time wit each other, almost evry single day. I just nid to get use to this now. And sadly the day just ended ;'(

2009-07-09T01:47:00.001+08:00

A leopard can nv change it's spot.

2009-07-07T11:11:00.002+08:00

2009-06-14T15:29:00.002+08:00

Watched Drag Me To Hell the other day. I regret watching it aft the movie started for like 20mins. Damn scary can! Should have watch Ghost Of Girlfriend Past. Ya~~ and i was the one who deciding between these two movies -.-"

2009-06-09T02:06:00.000+08:00

双人舞步里彼此慢慢欣赏
有点烦闷吧浪漫被公式化
有些爱加点刺激更多想象

你也在期待吗兴奋和我一样
把甜蜜洒满一地放纵一下
oh 每个毛细孔划过你的指甲
oh 温柔的触碰不安静的心房

hot hot baby we can set it off the night

双人舞黑暗里无法自拔
有点无聊吧规律的像打卡
有些爱多点尝试才有变化
碰撞的电流就像烟火绽放
oh 耍一点疯狂拨乱你的头发
oh 换一个场景沙发或是厨房

love love love love love love

okay okay
用体温做回答

爱不只是童话就深深坠入

2009-05-26T03:17:00.002+08:00

Lots and lots of things im wondering and questioning myself nw. I just feel like blogging u see. My eyes are super painful, however stil cant help but ____. im sad. I sense something. Seriously for the first time, i feel something strange. Cant rlly put it into words. long time since i feel this. n it isnt a nice feeling. Can i noe..
Why are you here?

2009-05-23T19:47:00.001+08:00

;(

im stil sick..i stil feel like fainting.
i tot i could fetch baby frm work today

2009-05-12T23:11:00.003+08:00

omggg im having fever, likeeee AGAIN?! how weak cn this body be these days. I bet my bro passed it back to me. zzz -.-"
Ever since im down wit sore throat my appetite GREW so much tsktsk~

hmmm I would love to have a kitten~ BUT if only i could finish clearing my room and get the i-dont-want-my-kitten-to-grow mindset out of my mind. WAAHHAHA i always kip telling him that im so gonna inject the kitten so it will remain that cuteee teeny weeny size. HAHAHAAHAHAH he thinks that it's cruel and he also thinks that i'll make my kitten diet or so on hahhahahahahahha.

hmpf! im craving fer chocolates

2009-05-05T01:57:00.002+08:00

sometimes we just nid to stop n look whats ard us.
But whn u've learnt to do that.

HOW ABT THE OTHERS?
Hav they ever spare a thought fer u?
Human are selfish

2009-05-01T19:13:00.003+08:00

i've turned 18
&
we're 10 mths old~

2009-04-29T11:39:00.001+08:00

This is what happen to a blog of a moodless person
-.-

2009-04-19T00:17:00.003+08:00

im not hapi at all..
im so nt loving all these.
yaaaa yaaaa yaaaa yaaaaa be good cjx~

=/

2009-04-15T17:34:00.004+08:00

oh.. he says there's two gerls stalking him at work -.-
such an ass right he.

Tml baby is offfffffffffffffffff~~ Like finally hehs. okok it's only fer three days since he came bk frm his one week MC. miss him so much ok though i just met him the day b4. Mayb is we dint mit much last week. yaaaaaaaaaa due to his wounds and my high fever -.-" So qiao lor.

I hope i rmb to buy shaver ltr on. && nid to trim ma eyebrows right now.

babyyyyyy whn cn ur facial hair grow bk? =/

2009-04-11T13:22:00.006+08:00

TO the ex:

Thks fer the concern to MY bf regarding his injuries due to d accident. I dont mind u just sending a msg to send ur regards. Theres no reason fer you to call him or even think of talking to him on the phone from now onwards. Giving him a missed call at 1.50 near to 2am. Whats the motive ? Wait til he's not with me? Or till im aslp? Concern is concern. But not over the line alright girl? If hes the one who ask fer ur concern do let me know. Im very interested in knowing such things or any new drama -.-" im bored at home recently anyway. I tot poly students will be more level-headed? Ohya this is not the first time btw. Im trying not to find any trouble or make things ugly fer you msging/calling him in d past already. Even let him console you during ur breakup. So please do appreciate it. Im being very nice already. Dont push the limit.

2009-04-07T20:34:00.007+08:00

ayu ayu ayu~

2009-04-05T22:49:00.005+08:00

my poor boy got into some kind of accident! ;(
rlly glad hes not seriously injured just some stitches.
he cn rlly shock me to death ok my careless bf.
syg him many ok.

some ppl just like to come ard haolian-ing( showing off ) and boasting ard. I rlly feel like laughing my ass off. yaaaaa correct i noe im stil laughing and gloating abt that same issue. mayb it's due to the horoscope which daphy and i hav been discussing abt since last time. the twin's horoscope hah. ok i shall be nicer not so meant.

OMG. im hungry at 1130pm. What shall i do?! =/

i've been putting on so much fats >.<

2009-04-01T00:06:00.003+08:00

I got this unbearable sadness overwhelming me...
cus baby is starting his NEW JOB tml.

Last minute decision
stup mans. cant bear to let him go work.
>.<

i will miss u so much~~

2009-03-28T01:22:00.005+08:00

love it

2009-03-23T01:30:00.005+08:00

this stupid fool
~>.<~

2009-03-22T17:24:00.005+08:00

I nid to do some serious shoppinggggggg!

hp spoilt again -__-"
this time i cant send fer servicing anymore warranty finished.
to tink of it one year since i've been using that lousy phone hah
it's time to change it tsktsk~

love u precious.

2009-03-16T23:06:00.002+08:00

im boreddddddddddddddddd. yayaya nobody bother me. evrybody in the hse is slping zzzz ;( flash player evn gone my bro uninstall it. cant even play game wth~

Get to know yourself better

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You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

What's on your mind?

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You think money and love are equally important. You have an interest in many things in life, and work hard to ensure that you maintain a healthy balance between work, play and love. However, you tend to be unable to decide on what you really want to do with your life. You wouldn't dream of leaving your loved one for one or two million dollars, but you would have to reconsider if the offer rose to 100 million dollars.

2009-03-11T23:38:00.004+08:00

I.r.r.i.t.a.t.e.s

Theres certain things that i rlly hate but i doubt anyone would know how it feels. I really expect to find my bf/hubby the minute i want to. I hate the phone ringing and ringing..kip calling and never get thru. defeat the purpose of having a pone and gf. hahaha dont you guys tink so? But ya.. i noe not many guys could actually do that - Being one pone call away. Nxt time in future if my husband is to be out of my reach, i'll pack my bag and go on a vacation. Happily spend away his precious car installment money huhu. Have to admit i've high expectations on my future.

Yaaaaaaaaa. And pls bring me to barcelonaaaaa ^.^

heh. i just received my little items online. diaooo bt one important item out of stocks asshole. waaaaaaa mum is super naggy recently i dono why. evrything she nag at me. coming home early rlly sucks alright. give her more chances and things to nag. zzz.

my appetite grewwwww so much..
i noticed i start to finish a whole plate of food omggg
~>.<~

BUTTTTTTTT i love fooddddddd HAHAHAHHAHAAHHAA ^.^

2009-03-09T23:53:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it's just too good to be true..

until it's so hard to believe.

faye,ure too over

2009-03-07T01:36:00.004+08:00

Okay im not happy wit some ppl at work. and i tink i want to find new job. the shop.. sucks like hell. dont want to start whining if not i'll nv end criticizing dem ~>.<~

Luckily there's always babyboy wit me. so in love can heh.
&& he got me a lil bear ytd^.^

2009-03-04T23:38:00.003+08:00

MENSES cramp suckssssssss! can die w/o the magnetic lor. something i want to complain abt. baby is sucha bitch. hes so lz to get the magnetic back despite hinting him directly cus i want to use it. guys always dont pay attention to the small things! >.< zZzzZZZzzz -.-"

Okok. i noe nobody will entertain my rubbish hence i've to blog it. AHHAHAHAH. you noe whattttttt. i came across someone's blog. and OMGG!!!! her bf is so ugly. yes it's true she goes fer money/bike. yesyes her bf owns a bike. BUT sooooo freaking ugly manS~~~~ WAAHHAHAHAAHA it's not abt beauty is in the eye or beholder or whatever shit. BUT evrytime i read her blog. it's always the diff guy. but all cmi one. okokok enough. shhh~

hurhurhur something i want to mention again.
i love ytd..
cus i got plenty of hugs one whole day w/o fail
i just feel so satisfied.
yah la of cus frm my babyboy.

i still feel fat.

2009-02-28T01:21:00.001+08:00

ahhhhhhh. what to do.
I FEEL FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT you idiot

2009-02-22T02:05:00.006+08:00

arghhhh i feel fat recently
&& whn is menses coming...
sigh*
i nid the magnetic mattress to reduce my water retension & boast my metalbolism.hurhurhur baby bringing it back tml hees~ cant waitttttttttt ok ^.^

ehhhhhh im browsing at some bento pics. so cute can^.^
i've been bringing food to work as i cn save money and not grow fat so easily.
i tink shall make sushi tml hurhur i feel hungry now haha

byeeeeeeeeeee

2009-02-20T00:24:00.002+08:00

This baby is soooooo cuteeeee ^.^
especially hes wearing the cover-the-feet clothes.

i want to squash himmmmm

2009-02-19T01:15:00.008+08:00

Im so in love wit youuuuuu baby.

2009-02-18T01:29:00.004+08:00

BASTARD ok today. i got attacked by a crazy indian guy.
that blackie. cb that fucker. I hope he get run over by car, strike by lightning, comb by ppl, whole family die la. cb.

opps opps.

seriously i got shocked ok?!! i tot what happened. i too stunned to react to anything. HAHAHA but not to worry. luckily baby is wit me. He held that fucker by his neck to the wall WAHAHAHHAA. shouldnt have stop baby frm whacking him. damn. walauuu u should see hw he strangle him to make that fucker apologise. huhu love my baby~~

2009-02-15T23:57:00.004+08:00

WoRk today~~ Luckily sales wasnt bad.
i dint brought my lunchbox, cant tink of wad to bring =/
so i ate the hotdog wit manymany mustarddddddd ^.^

yesyes, he sat in the fitting room like how eunice did.
hahaha

LOVEEEE you XDD

be good if not i rip off ur balls
hurhurhur~

2009-02-14T00:43:00.007+08:00

aiyooooooooh!
im in love wit the LV monogram vernis series
hurhurhur~ ahhh. enough of it.

Tsktsk! eunice came to visit me. ehhhhh.. nono
the word is ACCOMPANY.
Luckily she came ok!~ if not i'll be bored to death today.
She spent at least an hour sitting inside the fitting room talking to me hahaha.

i suddenly lost my mood to blog right now.
k im going off to bed. nb

anyway......
be good, gerlssssss.

2009-02-13T01:11:00.002+08:00

I started a new job. Tml is my second day. yeayea ^.^
baby picking& sending me. Happy girl laaaa~
love you shah ass.

To think of it,
we knew each other fer one year!(11feb08 the first day of bmc)
and we're already turning 8mths old soon.
Isnt that fast?!!! O.O

My bday april hor. Two months very fast reach k syg!
*hint hint* WAHAHAHHAHH

EEEEEEEEEKs~~ i hope my bug bites recover asap.
I want to wear dress and skirt one okay! >.<
I dont want to wear long pants to work. Soooo troublesome.
55bucks the consultation fee, better make sure the cream&medication helps!
tsktsk~

I got new course i wana take but nid to find out more first. currently shall kip it low until i hav enough money to enroll hurhurhur. should be a rlly wonderful skill to take up and quite a gd career in future. hehs

ok off to talk to shah ass ^.^

2009-02-10T02:01:00.003+08:00

It's not right.
Sometimes i ought to doubt myself, doubt evrything.
Is evrything stil the same?

we girls must learn to be brave
learn to let go
learn to be alone
learn to love myself
learn to avoid making mistakes
learn not fall again

2009-02-06T01:59:00.000+08:00

2009-01-30T23:52:00.001+08:00

the phone just kip ringing..

;(

2009-01-25T02:16:00.003+08:00

Happy 7th Months darling!!~

PINK DAY
O.O

( pardon my eyebags >.< )

2009-01-19T01:01:00.003+08:00

I feel so sucky now. Not like any other sucky day. It's the worst.

HATE UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

2009-01-16T02:19:00.003+08:00

weather is freaking cold.

baby is so slowwwwwwwwwww~~
it's just a few digits alright! ass!

2009-01-14T01:27:00.002+08:00

Menses~ TSK! hate it >.<

I feel fatttttttttttttt recently ;'(
i tink i must have put on weight!
My arms, my tummy etc.. i rlly dont likeeeeeeee!

Gotta do sth to it already!!!!!! ciao

2009-01-11T01:24:00.012+08:00

I LOVE YOU MONYYETTTT ^.^

picture above.he says he look cute.
tiko face.

kena forced to take picture ahahah so he could buy his cigers fast. but in d end oso nv buy huhu and i dono how come he look so skinny here. stup.

i love retail therapy hurhur. night love.

2009-01-09T01:33:00.001+08:00

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

2009-01-06T01:51:00.003+08:00

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you♥

world end in 2010?!

2009-01-02T01:06:00.003+08:00

IM BLOODY SCARED NOW AND BABY CANT TALK TO ME! I READ UP ABT WORLD END AND I FIND IT TOOOOOO SCARY. I DONT DARE TO TINK OR READ UPPPP FURTHER ;'(((

2009-01-01T03:09:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 2009 ~! :DD

2008 just past. today is officially 2009. omg it's like so fast can. i stil cant adapt the change haha. it stil feels like october -.-
&& i stil got problem figuring out which day it is evry single day hehs =x

In this one year,
- My first private school.
- First time trip to genting wit friends
- Very first scandal of my life.
- Very first and believe to be the last my lil key.
- The first time i got onto a bike -.-
- First maths haha
- First bday celebrated wit bf ( though hes nt in april )
blablabla.. i tink got alot.
- relationship UPS and DOWN. ( its rlly UPPPP and DOWNNNN to the max ok)
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This coming year im gonna make full use of it.

2009 resolution
- Clear complexion, maintain figure.
- stay faithful.
- BM by dec.
- save up at least $2000.
- wakeup earlyyyyyyyy
- not too much maths haha
- tone up my legs
- clean and tidy room
- contribute to mama expenses.
- become more tanned
- no more cash running low situation $.$

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2008-12-31T02:04:00.003+08:00

Shifted half a carton to my hse bt we stil gt four more to send >.<
Went suntec marina and bugis. bumped into the ex haha.
i bought dresses and skirt
:DD

hurhur baby fold my whole stack of clothes hahahha. tml im hanging it back. i think hes gona kill me.

*Iwas hapily blogging until that moron called and nag at me. sucker. *

ciaoooo.

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I love you lalinggg~

i hate fights,i just love to be lovey dovey.
i just love to be pampered i dont know why..
hehs no worries i'll pamper u also k syg.

2008-12-28T01:23:00.003+08:00

Watched The Day the Earth Stood Still at plaza sing wit shahASS ytd. Not like how we expect the movie to be. Kinda different. The picture look cool, the movie wasnt so cool to be frank -.-"

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I dreamt of losing a tooth last night. it's the second time i dreaming abt teeth. hmmm, so i actually went to look fer the meaning/reason why i dreamt of it.

losing teeth

A dream about losing teeth, or discovering missing teeth, can indicate a feeling or a fear that something has caused you to lose a healthy balance within your physical body or within your mental state or life.

Someone else losing teeth can represent a fear that they will lose an enjoyable or important aspect of their current life.

2008-12-25T01:27:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY 6 MONTHS TO MY BABYBOY!~

2008-12-10T01:37:00.003+08:00

rin on the rox

2008-12-06T00:58:00.002+08:00

hurhurhur~

i nid new perfume and many more new things.
whn cn i go shopping =/

2008-12-01T01:08:00.005+08:00

~~love~~

today is public transport day.
im worn out.

yes. goodnight*

2008-11-29T01:21:00.002+08:00

Shopping wit min ytd, just a short day as baby cant leave w/o me. opps~ hurhurhur. i left at 7plus and contiune to stroll ard cityhall wit hubby. btw min and i actually forgotten to take photos ;( nxt time when we mitup alrights.

Past few days were spent in the office. We should rlly start to work hard alr. Other den that im stil watching Metour Garden but Part II. So obessed wit it once again haha. I cant imagine if my bf lost all his memories and fall in love wit another gerl. tsktsktsk~thats bad.

i love my babyboy.
Be good okays!~ mwahs

2008-11-22T02:07:00.002+08:00

whn somethings cocked up,
what do you do..

2008-11-21T01:11:00.002+08:00

rec today, like so finally ^.^
went home early wit that ass and watched Metour Garden together.
hahaha yes "liu xin hua yuan"

btw i just feel like slapping some faces.

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2008-11-18T01:36:00.002+08:00

2008-11-16T16:43:00.002+08:00

I nw clearly noe the value of certain friends.
priceless? nah..
it's way too low.

2008-11-11T02:17:00.003+08:00

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human

Strong
Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I've had it all along
And I can see tomorrow

Where every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see how love can set me free

It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you
I can feel like I can do anything
Going going, I'm gone away in love

2008-11-10T00:35:00.003+08:00

my precious is slping , i tink he rlly nid to get enough rest. im so worried ~ just hope that nobody disturb him frm resting.

dont worry kay baby, u'll be fine.

better in time...

2008-11-08T14:12:00.001+08:00

Bloody aloe vera pills. I've been running to the loo 4 times since i woke up. My stomach hurts alright. urgh stupid pills. Ohya btw im left wit.... only one week one day to hit wher i wana be *sigh~* how arh?!~ cjx pls buck up abit.

Baby wants a haircut so badly but two weeks alr stil haven got his hair cut -.-" hahaha he kip using his fringe to cover one eye and act like some guys outside who 'swing' their longggg fringe to the back whn they see gerls walking past hah. cus he noes i dont like. such an ass hehs i love short and baby soft hair. pls hor. my hubby is not like those guys. they sucks.

tsk~ this whole week my moodswing is so horrible. one minute smiling nxt minute angry at things. i dono why... ;(

i pity my innocent babyboy
ahhaahaaha.

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evryday is me and him me and him me and him.

2008-11-04T09:55:00.002+08:00

I cant rmb whn was the last time i woke up so early. it's like so back to the bmc days. The same old routine.

wakie, morning call baby, wait fer babyboy to fetch me

2008-10-31T00:31:00.006+08:00

2008-10-26T15:14:00.001+08:00

I love my babyboy~

2008-10-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

cjx wil make it thru.

2008-10-21T18:38:00.004+08:00

my hair is so straight now -.-" i dont like it. i wana perm it bt abit thin. grrr~ stupid hair. perm perm perm! i found some nice hairstyles huhu. ltr gotta check d price, see who sponser heh. lovelove ^.^

precious is working as usual. i like hsewife always stay home wait fer hubby to come home hah. i laughed at lowlimin now my turn -.-"

4 days to baby's bday~

2008-10-17T17:10:00.002+08:00

i think i got bitten by insects or what. i dont tink it's rashes. so ugly cn, right on my shoulder to upper part of my chest. itchyyyyyyyy~ if dont recover soon, i tink got to see doc. i cant stand the itch okay. i just feel like scratching it.

Urgh~ so stress can. I dont know how to translate certain english terms to chinese. Sad right. Hmm, wana fix that samsung pone of mine but baby ask me to wait fer his off day. w/o that pone is okay but tsktsk no pictures fer very long alr. i feel bored in ma blog. and ohyes. my appetite cum back alr hehs. wasnt eating rlly like normal. i dont want turn skinny~ it sucks. slim is enough. i stil want my boobs. please come back ;(

hurhur it's time to grab a bite. byeee

2008-10-14T13:56:00.000+08:00

COUNTDOWN 11DAYS TO BABY'S BDAY!~

2008-10-09T09:21:00.002+08:00

why gerls turn into bitches?
ans: harsh reality + critism + wisdom

I find doing things openly sucks. I start to hesitate whether to make known to all or be low-profile. ohya btw blogger rlly sucks. my background is so freaky disgusting. Im like dying to changing it. I slpt at only ard 6 am and i woke up at 7plus. I got no diff wit a zombie now. Evn my heart/lungs( idk whats that sth between my ribs) , head and gastric is objecting.

I start questioning myself fer all sort of reasons. At the very same time i realise d closeness of my own family, how nice they treat ppl, evrybody feel home at my hse, evn my lil bro he tot of Mr Mohammad Shahril evn whn he have a chance of buying toys. I think evrybody feel comfortable. i wont try to convince but it's obvious if u evr get close to dem.

Treat people nice wit our pure heart. Sth the world wil nv bcome.
This world is cruel, full of selfishness, hatred, grudges, motives.

I rlly wonder how tml look like...

2008-10-08T20:31:00.003+08:00

2008-10-07T00:43:00.006+08:00

my precious babyboy gona slp already~ mwahs! hmm, he looks so tired recently. running ard wit jobs and me, he work til late if nt start too early which dont evn hav ample time to slp. rlly love him to the core okays. evn whn hes working early he stil wants to mit up & spend time simply jus cuddling. i appreciate it, rlly i rlly appreciate it. though we fight bt just awhile we bcome more loving den b4 huhu. love to hug him cn, treat him like ma lil baby hehs syg only u noe hw lar. lovelove. i wonder hw he manage his slp, only fwe hrs evrynite and 4 hrs tonite!!!! and stil insist to talk evrynite. one nite nv talk on the pone both of us feel so uneasy. bt i want him to resttt. k baby. rest rest rest rest restttttttttt!~ faham tk my precious. tink nid to talk baby language wit u alr. loveee babylove.

huhu bt i stil feel like biting him recalling hw he carry me frm the lift all the way up to my hse. the princess style. alllllllll the way, nt near u noe my lift to my hse. hahs. evry evry lil thing. i love.

2008-10-04T02:53:00.006+08:00

i repeated bleeding love fer over 10times. this song just kip replaying replaying and replaying. nth to do wit my relationship wit ma baby, it's just my mood now. the tune suits me now not lyrics. fuck what happened just now. i rlly dint expect it. i dint noe sth like this will happen.

suddenly i just feel so sick of my long fringe and hair. i mis the times i clip up my fringe and tied up ponytail. im sick of my hairrrrrrrrrrrrrr~ what cn i do to it? i wana revamp my hair abit. shall do some research tsktsk.

i think i look fresher then wit my fringe clipped up.

2008-09-30T01:00:00.002+08:00

im frustrated cus no one understand hw i feel. all the things, u said..im disappointed. u cant tink in my shoe, hw cn u dono hw i feel..i hope i cn leave this world. im useless..

2008-09-28T03:09:00.001+08:00

im rlly not a small kid,
cant u just take my words seriously?.......
im so speechless

2008-09-23T20:09:00.004+08:00

You make me love you

2008-09-17T14:05:00.003+08:00

tsktsk. ytd was baby's offday. actually doing recuitment wit lesha bt last minute something crops up so baby and i went out instead. tiring day~ public transport & we walked so much. camwhored while waiting fer dinner. macD, he let me see 'maggots in mac' email. like wth, show me whn i dipping in curry sauce lol. we went home early ytd, too tired -.-"

how sad i lost my first bracelet frm him ytd at raffles city. the one he gave me on our first date, the one he wore fer me fer the first time. grrrrrrrrrrrr~ what a cursed place! damn it damn it damn it. i dont even noe how it drop, whatmore i seldom lose my accessories one ok. once in a hundred yrs. i only break dem but nv lose dem. zzzzzzzzzz -.-" i mis my bracelet alr ;/

i cancelled facial today.
menses~ zzzz so happy so sad so restless.
hurhur fetching baby tonite~

2008-09-12T20:00:00.004+08:00

i rlly cant manage my money well. stop pointing the fingers at me, i just hope i dont rely on anyone. evryone is sucha biatch. ok yes you! shutup & dont make any comment b4 i blast off ur head.

i cant fake it no more.

2008-09-10T15:57:00.003+08:00

whos taking my words seriously?

& whos not ?

i hate this morning, i hate it rlly.

2008-09-10T00:19:00.003+08:00

faye/lesha

2008-09-06T12:13:00.003+08:00

These few days are like roller coaster rides. I feel sth weird, freaking weird. First time evr i hav this feeling and it's so unbearable. Phobia i suppose. And i tink im losing my calm,my confidence, my stand and all. Such a loser :/

2008-09-02T14:26:00.002+08:00

can you imagine ur closest gf and beloved bf having sex bhind ur back? omg. it just happened. so betrayed and cheated. thats all im feeling at that point of time whn i found out. i wanted to inform my gf's boyfriend and i just dont feel like seeing the both of them anymore. bastard ok. what a disgrace both my closest ;(

what a dream i had last night. haha im stil a lil paranoid wit certains things until now. trust is the word. pls occupy faye wit trust. if not i rlly dono how.

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im off to pack my stuff. miting baby at parkway.

while it lasted..

2008-09-02T01:39:00.002+08:00

so bloody true.
it's so disappointing..

2008-08-29T00:57:00.000+08:00

everlasting. bond. love. peace. bliss
????????????

2008-08-26T18:02:00.003+08:00

baby whers my faceeeeeee ;(

btw i feel like smacking ur head right now
now now now now nowwwwwww.

2008-08-25T01:08:00.002+08:00

2008-08-23T23:07:00.003+08:00

Some ups and downs bt life is stil as good except the fact that im broke tsktsk. almost evry single day of mine spend wit baby. our life surround each other hurhur~ getting more n more loving & feeling more and more connected i've to admit. good thing isnt it? hehs. love you switheartttttttttt.

hrmm!~ hes stil at work. today's shift until 11pm. my poor boy haha. opps sounds abit sarcastic. but im not alright. hrmm drizzling outside. i hope he ride properly dat ass. sure he tremble his way back home. Im very bored at home. too used to having him bside me tsktsk. hah gotta stop here he knock off alr. byeee~